wInnIe's Diary ..

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

hmm..
i know it's late but..
i'm still energetic!!!
dunno why..
mayb cos i've just recovered from my flu??
haha.
thanks to lee hwa and chris concern of cos. ;)
and luckily lee hwa has also recovered qi qi ba ba le.
waiting for fri to come only i guess.
haha.

now i'm watching channel 8..
it's now airing one hong kong movie i guess..
So KONG BU lor..
the female actress was being locked in room by her husband!!
HANDCUFFED somemore..
OMG!!!
and just because she went out with her sister-in-law to buy vegetables for a while...
wa liew..
if i were her..
i'll slapped that guy back and give him one outright kick to send him flying to NeverNeverLand lor..

what kind of a decent guy will abuse his wife like that?
But sadly..
there are really lots of dan chun de nu ren out there who are willing to take up all these sufferings just because they "love" their man.
haiz..

I was trying to download some songs just now..
but cos of the lousy network i have..
*u shd know better why my network is lousy.. :X bleahx
oh ya..
if u d/l songs must pay money also..
if not will get fined de.
hmmm..
*raising one eyebrow..
and deep in tots...
bubble... bubble.. bubble..

well.. yesterday went my bro's chalet.
3D2N at pasir ris costa sands chalet for $138.
and my bro is so nice enough to give me the 2 complimentary tickets to wild wild wet OR escape theme park free.
haha.
and cos today later in the afternoon i promised my bro to stay over..
i gave him 10 bucks as my stay over fee.
if not he dunno have to fork out how much lor.
cos though it's rented in name of class gathering chalet..
but he have to pay more cos he's the one organizing and some more he asked me, chris, my sis and kevin along.
though chris wun be gg as he has exams on mon, tue and wed respectively.
so pitiful.
i'm enjoying my holidays yet he still has to study for exams..
hmm..
hopefully his hard work will pay off well..
and pass all his exams.
chris laogong, kambata neh!

today winna will be coming to the chalet too!!
yeah!!
at least got winna i can talk to her and enjoy myself more.
not that i'm saying my bro, fu shen did not do his part as host of cos.
just that he still has to accompany his friends ma.
today i'll be bringing my laptop along.
hopefully costa sands pasir ris there will have free wireless zone.
hee. :D

P/S. i think the show is R-rated cos some scenes have been cut off suddenly. :o

with loves; wInnIe
2:13 AM

Saturday, November 26, 2005

this is an entry which i've wrote earlier..

saman babe, i think u've totally misunderstood chris's meaning in the tagboard.
look at my past archives and u'll see.
he has been non-judgemental on his part too.
he didn't say all this to tear us apart.
to say you're in the wrong...
and i have no wrong at all..
etc.. etc... and etc..
u should have know he wun be so ye man or "childish" like what eric has mistaken him to be.

his reply to you is 'cos he feels that you didn't get what his meaning is and scolded him instead.
in fact like what i've wrote in my tag board previously..
he has told me off several times when i always forget to bring my hp out etc..
and that always return ur calls quite late.

i dunno what your friends say about me..
they might dislike me..
say mean remarks about me..
or see me in whatever way they want..
but i never once just listen to what my friends say about you..
u dun see me saying my friends say samantha is like this..
u dun see me blogging down saying my friends say samantha is like that..

a good friend will not advise u to give up a friendship like tat..

think of this..

did i once say u should break off with eric when in the past u confide in me about your BGR probs??
did i once told u not to care about ur mom when u confide in me about ur mom things??

on the other hand..

did i not advise you to think about eric's good and ur love for him..?
did i not advise you to think of what ur mom has done for you..?

when you tell me about ur friendship prob with ur JC friends..
i never once tell you to just ignore them..

i know i'm in e wrong on my part...
and i know from your blog..
the way you put it...
u may think i'm all in the wrong..
that i just take you for granted..

but have you ever thought of some of the things i've done for you??

if i really take u for granted..
would i talk to u on e phone for hours??
in fact i dun even talk to chris for so long on the phone..
the most i will talk to him on the phone is 1/2 an hr..
which seldoms happen too..
let alone others..
i dun have the habit of chit chatting on the phone at all...
but cos it's u..
i'm willing to chit chat on the phone with u..
to listen to ur woes and troubles..
cos it's u...
i'm more than happy to be able to be ur love consultant and advisor..

if i take u for granted..
will i go to such extend to help u celebrate your b'day last year..
with this year u celebrated with eric overseas..
to buy u a cake beforehand.. *though it's not e flavour u like..
plan everything ahead..

if i know all these will happen..
i wun offer to lend u the clothes.. the cd.. at all..

i'm not trying to say that ur friends are not good..
i just want to say that you should do whatever your heart tells you so..
dun just listen to what this says.. that says..
what about you yourself?

if you think what i've done are not enough..
what should i do then??

every thur tutorial..
i chose to sit with u and irwin..
instead of my usual click..
if on the other hand..
would u have sit with me and my click instead??
u have never once choose to sit down with me and my click before..
not once after u have get to know irwin etc..
but i chose to stick with u instead on the tutorials we have together..
though my click thinks i'm like got u then i dun care abt them like that..
even when shu fen helped me book a seat beside her during com lab lesson..
i chose to sit on the vacant seat besides u instead..
with irwin by ur side..
even though he isn't really friendly to me..
if it was you..
will you do the same??

when u told me shi wen ask why i dun join u guys for ktv session..
and u ask if i would want to join in next time..
i say why not...
and i really dun mind to join u all..
though i know i'll be the odd one out..
but cos u are in that click..
that's why i dun mind joining in for you..
to get to know your friends becos of you..
but if i ask u to join me and my click..
will you??

u know what's e problem??
both of us expects each other to do more in the name of friendship..
but i have tot it thru..
friendship is to give and not expect to take always..
i expect u to do the same like what i'll do..
on my part, i hope u'll be able to join in my click sometimes..
like what i'll do..
on ur part, u hope that i'll be able to take the intiative to contact u instead if u always making the first move..
like what you've done..

because we see each other as best friends..
we expect more out of each other..
that is why we felt angrier when each party has done something which we feels it's not right.

mayb we wun be as close even if we patch things up this time..
mayb we can get our misunderstandings totally resolved and be closer than before this time..
whatever things may turn out..
it's up to us..

if u still feel that i'm not worth a friend to keep..
what else can i do??
even when i still feel that you're a good friend to me..
even when i sms u..
talk to u in msn..
in my blog..
yet u just say you're not ready to talk to me yet..
without a name even..

what more can i do?

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

a new twist came when i received samantha's sms this afternoon.
of cos it's a good turnover.
however, i will update again later ba.
smilez!!!

with loves; wInnIe
12:01 AM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Money Test

1. When it comes to billing and your food cost $450. If your wallet
contain a $1000, a $500, five $100 and a $50, which would you use to
pay the bill?
a) $1000
b) $500
c) 5 $100
d) 4 $100 & 1 $50 so that there is no change needed

2. You have the urge to eat tuna sandwhich, on a menu there are four
different choice with different cost, you would choose:
a) less than $100
b) $200
c) $300
d) the most expensive one

3. If somewhere near your house was on fire and the situation only
allow you to take one thing with you before you escape, you would
take
a) childhood photo
b) bank book
c) a bag of rice
d) clothes that you just bought

4. When you are about to water your flower, it started to rain
lightly, you would :
a) decided not to water as it had rain anyway
b) continue to water as you are use to the routine
c) think its only a small rain, the water won't be enough so just
water a little first
d) wait and see how

Score
~~~~~
1) A-1 B-3 C-5 D-5
2) A-5 B-5 C-3 D-1
3) A-1 B-5 C-3 D-3
4) A-1 B-5 C-3 D-3

RESULTS
~~~~~
4-10 ----- Type A
Money means a lot to you, are a very vain and materialistic person.
You would use a big amount of money to buy things that you fancy. You
not only spend a lot, your desire to own a thing is also very Strong.

11-15 ----- Type B
You are a average person. You would spend relatively to the amount of
money you have. You would save when required and spend when permit.

16-20 ----- Type C
To others, you may appear to be very stingy but you have the ability
to earn money and you won't anyhow spend it. You have full control
over your money matters.

with loves; wInnIe
5:39 PM

a.. chris mom says her neighbour says i like got gain weight le.
before that when i'm contract teaching like not so fleshy..
arhhhh!!! :O
DIE LIAO LOR!!:(
think must go on my jian fei da ji hua liao..

somemore just now i go weigh my weight..
WAH!!!!
i gain weight liao!!!
how much of cos not gg to publish here..
me already is fleshy type le..
now still gain weight can fei si liao lor..
like pig like tat..
OMG!!!

actually since i'm having holidays now..
i got think of gg for exercise one..
but everytime i wake up..
it's already noon!!
and hor..
i'm like stuck to my bed like tat..
keep on lying down and watch VCD..
oh no!!!
i cant carry on like that lah..

must really cut down on my intake of food liao..
do give me support arh!!!
i wun ban tu er fei le..
i will definately jia you de!!
kambate!! \^.^/

btw, u all can visit marina square promo

their xmas sale promo started since yest liao.
cool man!!
too bad me gg bangkok..
so have to go low budget on my shopping spree here..
hmm..
if not i sure shop like mad liao..
hurhur.
*chris dun scold me arh.. ;p

alright i'll stop here then.
enjoy your day!

with loves; wInnIe
4:07 PM

hi people!!
hee.. i've uploaded new pics onto my zorpia!!!
visit www.zorpia.com/wish4ver

and no! no!
it's not my pics..
i know u all are disappointed cos cant see my pretty face right??
haha..
*bleahx. ~me a bit bu hao lian lo..
it's some stuff which i have no use for..
now only clothes...
but later on when i pack more of my stuff will upload more things for sure..
new stuff some more..

do tell ur friends arh.
ha ha..

will also upload to my frz, Shu fen's yahoo!auction's site..
think more interested ppl will go to her site for barang barang!!
cos her site got 300 over clicks..
hurhur..
too bad now if u want to set up a new Yahoo!auction acc need credit card..
if dun need i'll definately set up one myself.
hee.

anyway, it's late or shd i say early in the morning??
hmm...
me gg sleep liao..
been editing the pics with photoshop that's y so late haven sleep..

good rest for all of you too! ;)

with loves; wInnIe
3:50 AM

Thursday, November 17, 2005

a...like what she has said in her blog.
when she want to talk then call me ba.
I dun wish to be like an irritating bug to anyone too.
as in if she still dun wan to tok to me and yet i still call her..
also no point right?
I've done all can i can..
so leave it to fate i guess.
whatever it is, i still wish her luck in her exam..
as she seems to have prob in tat particular module.
hard work still surely pay off one.

as for me,i think i wun fail for sure..
but wun fare well too..
especially q3 (altogether 3q for the exam)..
though i have put in all the points..
i didn answer to the point..
anyway like chris has said..
holidays are here!!!
and that means i can sleep late wake up late..
go out with frz..
no need to study and worry abt it le!!!!
shiok man!!!
hee..
lee hwa gonna scold me lo..
hao lian~ing here when she dun have holidays like me..
haha..
*bleahx. ;p

we have finally found our new home at blk 737.
now the prob is finding 2 girls as room mates..
hmm..
so anyone seeing this..
if u have 2 girls with decent job or studying here as students..
looking for room to rent..
do inform me arh..
we renting the room at $350 per month..

lee hwa so poor thing..
haiz..
cos her room mate yinyin sometimes isn't understanding..
and temper not really very patient type.
so..she's like being bullied like tat..
and as lee hwa is too kind hearted..
she definately wun quarrel with her too..
but lee hwa, dun cry alone k??
still have me ma..
i'm on ur side for sure de.. ;)

guess i'll stop here then.
later gg suntec with chris.
hee.
good day for all.

with loves; wInnIe
6:51 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

This entry is especially for Samantha.

I have known her since Sec 1 though we got closer in Sec 2 instead.

Recently, we have had a LOT of misunderstandings.
In the past, she will always call me from her house and we will talk non stop for hours and hours de.
But i dunno why we will end up like that now.

Just now in MSN, i spoke to her and we talked it all out online.

She feels that,

1. When i know she wanted to learn war carft before eric (her bf) comes back and I've promised to lend her the CDr to install the game, I have to wait until 1 week before Eric comes back to finally bring the CDr for her.

2. Though I lent her a white shirt of mine, I didn bother to check if the size fits her or not and it turns out that the size is too small cos it's been far back since i wore it.

3. When she ask if she can return me the shirt on mon, I told her tue. But i didn go to school on tue and didn even sms her to inform her.

4. She feels that i dun even bother to call or sms her even when she didnt call me and it's like she's ALWAYS the one looking for me and I don't care to make the initiative to call her at all.

Saman, think that's the main reasons you have stated in the MSN ba..

not long after, she says she's logging off le and the chat was cut off.

Saman sis, I know whatever I say is useless and will only seems like excuses to you.
Though I sms you after the MSN session to try to make it up for my mistake but you say u gg to sleep le.
I dunno if you're really gg to sleep or just dun wish to talk to me..
but i really dun wish to see the two of us like that.

Chris has enlighten me that I've always been like that..
never bring hp out..
dun even bother to contact friends to maintain the friendship.
always think that people should give in to me.

In fact, I've been thinking why you didn call me recently and have find all sorts of reasons to cover it up. I told chris that perhaps you have been staying over at Eric's place that's y you didn call me ba.

Also, I was hurt by the remarks u made about the shirt when i really thought i was helping you out and thinking why you can go out with ur other friends and not ask me instead.

But what I didn't realise is that I'm the one who has been giving u the cold shoulder instead.

I'm the one who has not been a true friend.

I'm the one who has not been treasuring this friendship we have as it should be.

I'm glad that you have finally tell me what's the anger that's been substaining in ur heart for so long.

Though it might be too late but I really really hope we'll be back as good as before.

As best friends.

As sisters.

whatever it is, you are not out of my life and never will be cos u did leave footprints in my heart.

The long hours of chit chat on the phone. The sharing of secrets we have. All these are still in my mind...

Last but not lest,

"Samantha, It's all my fault!! I'm sincerly sorry!Let me make it up for the loss this time."

with loves; wInnIe
1:14 AM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

meeting with my NIE classmates today!!!
ha ha.
i should be in bed now i know.
but still have energetic leh.
yin yin ask y these few days neve see me.
i say i was watching VCDs in my room!!!
HAHA.
been addicted to Qiang Wei Zhi Lian nor..
hurhur. :)
nice show by Ella-from S.H.E.
the two male lead actors so shuai lor..
if u haven watch it, should watch it man!

and also from hong kong de Ge Shi Zui Qiong.
also nice!!
about mysterious investigation one.
I can stay up till 4am in the morning just watching VCDs leh..
and i didnt even study for my coming exam!!!
Oh no!!
Tomor morning must read a bit on it at least..
cos tomor i'm meeting up with my classmates de main motive is to study!!
get some tips from them!!
so cant show up like a free lancer..
have to contribute some things at least..

anyway in e end..
me and chris didn go swimming lor..
he lah..
haiz..
cant blame him too..
too tired i guess.
and he's fallen sick!!
poor him!
he's gotten flu le..
and whenever he has gotten flu he'll definately feel very nan shou de.
hmm..
hope he'll get well soon!!

just now went Yishun watched "SkyHigh" movie.
super funny!!!
though a bit lame lah..
but really funny lor!!
for a good laugh i recommend this.
hee.

tomor meeting lee hwa for dinner too.
finally can get together and update each other with life le.
a.. though we stay under one roof..
hee. :)

alright me gg catch another episode of Qiang Wei Zhi Lian before getting some sleep

Have a good day pals!!
and my laogong too.. if u're reading this!

with loves; wInnIe
2:20 AM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

hey guys. check this out.

I was looking thru my emails.

*ya. recently LOTS and LOTS of free time for me to online.
haha. *

and i saw this email on Miss Thailand 2005.
wah.. kinda pretty lor..
and the figure~~ wohoo..
hurhur.

see the pics as below:

And its taken from Miss GAY thailand 2005!!
can't believe right?
me cant believe either.
i told chris i wanna go watch tiger show when we go thailand this dec 23rd.
i wan take pics with ah guai there.
haha.
cos here in singapore hard to find such pretty ah guais like those in thailand.
and the experience will surely be kinda new and exciting!!
but dun be mistaken.
i'm not a pervert arh.
i'm just curious how tiger show looks like only.
i only want to watch ah guai dancing..
not too extreme one..
i wun be able to take it i'm afraid..
hurhur.

i'm thinking of changing my blog's layout today.
will be changing to a more vibrant one.
though my eyes is painful today...
been two days in fact.
hmm..
think it's "bud chim"
but dun looks like it from the outside.
chris says y i always curse myself one.
but really ma.
i really feel tat it's "bud chim"
cos i can feel and touch that my lower eyelid zhong zhong de.
hmm..
a bit painful lor.
hopefully it's just that the weather is too hot..
cos i suppose when the weather is too humid..
eyes will also zhong de ba. cos too heaty.
orh? :o
will try to put on on eye bath to wash my eyes when i reach home then.
cos now i'm still at chris house.

later meeting my bro for his chalet booking thingy.
lucky i found out that to book costa sands chalet.
you can actually book via AXS station too.
so that saves the trouble to make a trip down to pasir ris just to book a chalet.
cos my bro is working at 3 plus..
selling ice creams door-to-door promo.
so chris, after his tuition, will come over my house and we'll go swimming together.
~Finally i can wear my newly-bought bikini le!!!
haha.
but heard from lee hwa that not long ago her frz, wore bikini to public swimming pool and was chase out.
hmm..
dunno if i will be chase out or not too.
hopefully not..
cos i dun have a one-piece swim wear at all..
the only one i have has a hole at the buttock there.
i DON'T WANT to wear that!!!
so wish me good luck then.
hope my "mei se" can "mi dao" the life guards there.
haha.
fat hope neh.

with loves; wInnIe
12:28 PM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

~finally finish my DED100 esasy writing le!!
I'm so happy!!
~lalala.
can really jump in rejoyce man!
hurhur.

today went bugis with chris.
main purpose is to go temple pray.
though it's closed as by the time we reached there it's already abt 6pm.
but we just stand in front of the temple and pray with our heart sincerely.
guess you all should have guessed what i've prayed for already.
so i'm not going to reveal it here..
if not wouldn't lin yan le wor.
hee.

lee hwa~finally I've waited to this day le.
haha. i can join u and ur frz on ur outing le wor.
i'm so happy!!!! I know you'll be happy for me too.
haha.

funny arh. i still have an exam on 15th of Nov actually.
but i'm really in HOLIDAY MOOD!!!
thinking of my thailand trip on 23rd of dec makes my heart flitter.
especially when i see Lee Hwa enjoying herself so much on her Korea trip.
hmm.. so envy lor.. and she has went there 8 days some more.
cool right?

Anyway, this coming wed will be a gathering for me and my NIE classmates.
we'll be going to Taka there to have our lunch at one diam sum restaurant.
we'll be seeking some tips for our coming CL exam from our China classmates.
we, as CL2 students really need their help.
if not think will surely faint in the exam hall.
especially when the Mr Wu Lao Shi is giving us so much pressure.
and i'm so excited!!
I love to meet up and catch up with my friends.
and talking about catching up with friends.
I surely have to find a day during my holidays to catch up with my sister, Joo Ann, YiYin etc.
And Joo Ann has finally found a job too *if i haven't mention it
she says she'll give me a treat when she gets her first pay.
haha.
so nice of her.

and saman, hmm..
dunno leh..
she didn ask me out and didn call me except once to join in with her frz.
not even in msn when i'm online.
cos i talked to her in msn once and once i didn say anything she didn try to continue the conversation at all too.
hmm..
so saman babe, if u wan to meet up with me..
still rem me..
then u can ask me out anytime u wan.
but i know weekends u're definately busy with eric for sure.
so u see which weekdays u wan ba.
we can even study for exam together if u wan.

Tomorrow I'll be meeting up with my bro.
he wants to book a chalet with his frz this coming holiday.
but dunno how to..
so called me up for help.
tomorrow will see how I can help him.

that's all for now..

happy holidays to me and saman.
hopefully lee hwa and chris dun need to work so hard at work but still earn lots of money.
and tat i can get to meet up with winna soon. ^.^

with loves; wInnIe
10:59 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

dunno what's wrong with the weather today..
damn hot lor..
and i feel so irritated and frasturated..
partly cos i'm stressed up with my last DED100 essay ba..
70% of marks lor..
koaz..
and my tutor seems so strict..
haiz..
shufen they all have already finished..
then i'm still stuck at 500 plus words only..
hopefully i'll be able to live till friday ba.

pity chris who has to put up with my nonsense lately..
even I find myself so irritating..
arhgg!!!
feel like banging the wall!!!!!!!!!

*BANG!!!

*BANG!!!

*BANG!!!

*Bubble thought burst.....if i really bang.. think my laptop on hand will be the first to be flang to the wall. So. better keep my hands tight. hmm..

anyway, chris told me about a colleague of his..
whom I've a chance to meet at his company dinner.
Quite a good looking chap who has gotten his engineer license.
*boyish looks with height and built.
going to register marriage with his girlfriend at the end of this year.
but alas!!! he got involved in a car accident.
heard that he was riding on his bike to meet his girlfriend.
On his way, along Jalan Kayu road, he didn't see a car brake aupon seeing his bike.
and *my guessing only. think his speed is kinda fast so he couldn't brake in time.*

He's now in hospital. Lower body might be paralysed for life.
what a twist of life!!!
He had such a bright future ahead.
haiz.
chris says he think his gf will not stay by his side.
cos to him, he feels that since they are not married yet, the girl wouldn't be so chi qin to stick by him especially since s'pore is such a realistic society.
he ask if i'm that girl, will i still stick by him?
I dunno what i will do exactly but i figure if i really love that guy i will be willing to stick with him despite all these ba.
hmm.. what will you do then?

but its really sad right??
somemore u've seen him healthy and bouncing with life not long ago only..
and now.. haiz..
fate really likes to play jokes on man.

This tells us to treasure our loved ones who's by our side.
and also dun take our lives for granted.

with loves; wInnIe
4:33 PM

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